Beauty

Next year I will wear oversized knitwear - and I will look stunning in it.
The Christmas expansion has begun. I am not weighing myself until the 28th when I can get back to my flat and the gym so for now I am just trying to limit the damage. I can feel it though. I am wearing my sweatpants, my stomach is constantly bloated. Don't feel comfortable in my tiny jeans any more. I am swelling. It's disgusting.
At home there is just so much food availible to me, and I don't get to cook any of my own which makes me uneasy. I love cooking, I love weighing each individual ingredient and counting the calories. When I don't get to do that, the anxiety skyrockets. So tonight, I made some cupcakes to keep me entertained and keep me from eating anything in the fridge. Tomorrow I'm going to make some cream cheese frosting for them.

I made gingerbread cupcakes

and miniature gingerbread people to decorate them.

The people are going to be decorated in yellow and red and white. The boys are going to have braces because I love braces. Some of them will have santa hats. I made twelve - six for Sarah, one for Megan, one for daddy