You're my peace of mind, in this crazy world

I've had a very unrelaxing wind down time. Hence why it's already 11.30 and I'm not ready to go to bed. iPlayer did not want to play the apprentice, then it didn't warrant shouting at the screen, so there was no release. Then the nail painting was so much stressful. Bad times. I took a day off from the gym because I only slept 2 hours last night but I've not done any exercise instead and feeling very slobbish. Tomorrow I'm going to go even if I can't sleep. Maybe it will make me sleep earlier the next night.
The wind is CRAZY. So is my pal.

Today I haven't had a clue what is going on. Somehow my legs took me everywhere they were supposed to, and my body just did what I couldn't consciously think of how to do. It's been quite a surreal day, a very good bad day. The kind of day where one simply floats on. Never grounded on the spinning earth below but slowly hovering along side, never quite keeping up, but never getting blown away. I don't even feel too bad about not speaking in my tutorial, I'm more congratulating myself for being there and for having done the work for it.

I've written tomorrows plan out twice. I think I'll do it one more time before I go to sleep just so I can do the same thing tomorrow and just let my legs walk. I also need to write some lists.

My nails are rainbow, and I love cupcakes.