Thursday, 30 June 2011

I'm gonna do it all, someday


I've shared this song before but I need the motivation so I'm sharing it again.
It doesn't matter that I'm stuck in a rut because I'm gonna do it all someday.
I'm gonna climb right over that old mountain
I'm gonna shout in a place where noone hears me shoutin'
I'm gonna swear so loud,
I'll strip the silver lining from a cloud!
I'm gonna do it all someday.

Tomorrow is the First of July.
New month, new plan. Revitalization, fresh motivation.
We have to take steps in creating our own happiness while not forgetting to keep living.
This just seems so challenging.
Tomorrow I will come off these darn drugs, my emotions will no longer be regulated by medication, I will feel again. I am excited and scared.
I am working full-time during July, I'll be able to make plans and stick to them, have a forced structure on my days again. How I've missed that.

I am just rambling. I am not here, in this moment. I am far away. My heart with a boy who cannot be mine, my soul floating somewhere outside myself. Don't let your heart get heavy, child, inside you there's a strength that lies.

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7 comments:

  1. Unknown30 June 2011 at 17:31

    Glad to hear you're taking stock and looking positively towards new opportunities. I'm liking your blog. Keep it up.

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  2. none30 June 2011 at 17:52

    I am also looking positively toward July.
    This song is so encouraging...I've always liked Karine Polwart's music...will need to listen more. She has a great voice.

    Wishing you enthusiasm, peace, and your dreams fulfilled!
    :)

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  3. Megan.30 June 2011 at 23:25

    I am loving this post. I can understand every one of these feelings. Your writing is lovely. :)
    <3

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  4. AVY1 July 2011 at 18:51

    Aren't we all lost sometimes?

    / Avy
    http://MyMotherFuckedMickJagger.blogspot.com



    ♥

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  5. Anonymous2 July 2011 at 13:53

    Oh dear, my heart is heavy from reading the last lines. I wish you well getting off your medication. I love your heart, and wish you the best.


    LOVE!

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  6. helloxbeautiful3 July 2011 at 02:27

    You're so very lovely.
    Oh, how I love you. <3

    xx

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  7. Unknown3 July 2011 at 19:35

    Tomorrow I will come off these darn drugs, my emotions will no longer be regulated by medication, I will feel again. I am excited and scared.

    I can only imagine what you've been through, so congratulations to you, stranger. And Good Luck. Embrace your new life. :)

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