My failings

So I feel like quite a failure right now. I haven't been to classes most of the term, I have no idea what I'm meant to have learned or any motivation to learn it. I don't go out. I have no pal groups. I failed at attending the various social engagements I wanted to at the beginning of the semester. I had plans, I live by plans, but now, I'm lucky if my plan runs to the day ahead and includes getting out of bed. I don't know how I got so low. All I know is right now I feel lifted slightly, and I don't feel like pulling myself down again. So I'm going to go to bed, and see if sleeping comes any easier today.