I'm stuck in a place where I don't know my mind.
Torn between fight and flight.
I should fight, I want to fight,
but,
I'm tired.
Tired of long nights and seemingly never ending darkness,
of the unstoppable circle that I can't break out of.
My body and my mind are just too tired to keep fighting.
It's too hard.
I don't know what to do.
Oh, Heather, my heart is hurting for you. I am praying you will find strength and wisdom. *HUGS*
ReplyDeleteDo you have a Bible nearby? I've found reading the Psalms always offers solace.
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." (Psalm 34:18)
♥
I know that saying "keep your chin up" won't really help much, but I hope you can anyway. On your "about me" it says that you're a sociology major - are you in school right now? Though you've probably hear it before, it might be worth trying to find someone at your school's counseling services to talk to.
ReplyDeleteWe're here for you.
To quote a wise woman, "take hold of this demon life with both hands and make it [yours]".
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you are in such a horrible predicament, but I know you'll come out on top. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Sam
I'm so sorry that you feel this way, my dear. Of all people, you don't deserve this deep sadness. I wish I could take it all away from you, and we could just sing to the stars.
ReplyDeleteBut life is hard, and we all have to keep fighting each and every day. Just keep on going. We'll all help you on your way. <3
Darling, nobody knows how hard it is, and we will never know; for no one else is fighting your battle. But stay strong, and keep fighting.
ReplyDeleteYou'll be okay. We are here for you.
LOVE!