Tuesday, 12 July 2011

It's like swings and roundabouts.

Hope.
noun
grounds for believing that something good may happen
he does see some hope for the future


We must fill ourselves with the believe that something good will come of this.
That we are truly amazing.
Because if we don't, what else is there?
If we can't believe that there is hope for the future then what is the point in getting up in the morning.
I keep getting up, so I must have hope.
What I feel as though I'm lacking, is passion.
They say that the saddest people you'll ever meet in life are those without a passion for anything. Without passion, any happiness felt will always be short lived as there is nothing to carry it, nothing to hold on to.
I used to have a passion, but somewhere along the way I lost sight of it.
My goals are immediate now, I cannot see the bigger picture.
I have become superficial and self-centered.
I despise the person I have become.
Where is my spark?
I dulled it, wanting to shield it from more pain but in doing so, I've become a shell of a person.
My thoughts are jumbled, my heartbeat quick.

9 comments:

  1. uhm,just a suggestion heather. maybe you need to get laid? hee-haw. stop the pessimism. nobody wants to read about sad sad things!

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  2. Glad to see you're slowly picking up the pieces, Love. It's all we can do, we must move on. I have no doubt that once you let go of your pain, it will free up your hands to grab hold of your passion once more.

    I'm proud of you. With a little hope and a splash of faith, all things are possible. All shall find the light at last. Hang in there, Babe. Love you. <3. XXX.

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  3. i think leyla needs to shut up a little bit. and speak for herself.
    i must be nobody, because i do like reading about sad things. it reminds me that im not the only one out there that feels sadness..

    in other news, i loved this post.
    its too bad you dont have a passion =( could share mine, if youd like. i think i have enough ish for 2.

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  4. in response to your comment, lets.
    its time we stopped thinking about doing things, and just did them. thats what life is for, right? for taking chances, finding opportunities? sigh. its so hard, though.

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  5. Everyone feels like this at some stages, or at least that is how it seems to me. While that might not stand as much of a consolation, it is important to remember that you will find your passion again. Good to see you still have hope.

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  6. I've been through periods where my passion feels lost; it comes and goes. I sympathize with you and wish you true happiness. My most fulfilling passion is for Jesus. I try to keep him as the highest passion, which brings freedom.

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  7. My darling, the fact that I am awake gives me hope. We should never stop hoping. I cannot tell you how much I adore your braveness.
    At a point, we feel numb from all the heartbreaks and pain. But what can we do? We can only hope for the best and Trust God to guide us.


    LOVE!

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  8. I know how you feel. I've never been a very passionate person so I've had many struggles concerning such things. At least you have hope, though! That's important. The passion will be revealed, I'm sure of it. :)

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  9. This is beautiful. It's so true. We must keep that hope, passion, and desire radiating within our souls. But it's so hard when someone whisks it away from us and leaves us bitter...
    I know exactly how you feel.
    I find the easiest ways to ignite my passions is to just dive into something I love. Even if I've lost the desire or given up, and lost all hope... I just sit there and try to get lost in it again. And soon enough, I find myself right back where I started...
    You can do it, love. Someday you'll find the passion and hope yet again. It will all be okay.
    I love you so very much.
    You're oh so lovely. <3


    xx

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