Oh Loves.

Thank you for coming back here. I'm shocked, humbled, overwhelmed.
I have started organizing my revision, exams in four weeks.
I have applied for some summer jobs.
I am doing quite well.

Today I am wearing purple tights to match my plum nails and have dyed my hair chocolate brown.

Last week I was in Sweden with him and my choir. Stockholm is beautiful, the people just seem to get everything right. They're laid back but get everything done; environmentally friendly naturally, not with resentment. Seeing him all the time, that was tough. He called me a lion and an aubergine. Made fun of my frizzy hair, my lack of make-up, my miss matched clothes. I don't want him anymore. I don't need him. But I yearn for him. It's natural. Now I won't have to see him so much. School is done, choir is done, our paths need not cross anymore. I'm standing on my own two feet and loving it. I'm terrified, I'm falling, I'm alone, I'm me. Just me, lost in this maze of life, trying to figure out which way to turn, gaining confidence with every step. It's going to be alright.

Another snippet of my choir. Caitlin is singing the solo, she's wonderful.
and my flatmate is rapping. She's hilarious.