I've been feeling more suicidal recently. Not actively, just in a 'what if...' kind of way.
But I don't think I can write a suicide note.
I know that isn't a very positive way of not killing myself, but hey, it's something.
I feel rather daft.
I am obsessing about meths for some reason.
It is also 1am and I have been awake for a long time. But I woke up because of all the cleaning fluid and now my hands are really sore and itchy and dry. I am also hungry. But I ate three whole meals today, and 2 cookies, and hot chocolate so I should not be.
I also keep playing farmville and my back hurts.
I would like to sleep.
I think I will watch a film and munch some frozen bread.
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